Friday, May 22, 2009
A good close friend of mine once said..
''You should blogging if you wanted to let things out, it'll do you good''
''You should blogging if you wanted to let things out, it'll do you good''
So here i am blogging yet again. Lot's of things had happened for this past few months & it's not a pleasant one, i tell you. Have you ever lost something very precious to you? Not just one but lots of them. Has this ever occur to you? If you haven't i envy you, pretty much but If you have, don't worry your not the only one. I know exactly how you feel. It's like a sharp knife being stab into your heart. It hurts like hell.
What is it that have been taken away from me? I'm not talking about a relationship between two so called lovers. That's plain bullshit, not even close. I'm talking about families, friends..
Outside they see this cheerful guy who like to tease others, there's not much to think about type of a person. A ''Happy Go Lucky'' type of person, to be exact. Heh. God knows how i really feel inside. There is much to think about. So i'm not really that kind of person who doesn't really care about anything at all, immature, you might say but that's just them, yes? They can call me whatever they want.
Wow. I think i got carried away for a little while back there. aha. You see, i recently just lost two most precious peoples in my life. My siblings & a precious friend. I wish, i wish i can tell them how badly i miss them. How badly i cherish them in my life but.. i just couldn't find the right words to say. Even if i do, they wouldn't care, yes? They might say...
What is it that have been taken away from me? I'm not talking about a relationship between two so called lovers. That's plain bullshit, not even close. I'm talking about families, friends..
Outside they see this cheerful guy who like to tease others, there's not much to think about type of a person. A ''Happy Go Lucky'' type of person, to be exact. Heh. God knows how i really feel inside. There is much to think about. So i'm not really that kind of person who doesn't really care about anything at all, immature, you might say but that's just them, yes? They can call me whatever they want.
Wow. I think i got carried away for a little while back there. aha. You see, i recently just lost two most precious peoples in my life. My siblings & a precious friend. I wish, i wish i can tell them how badly i miss them. How badly i cherish them in my life but.. i just couldn't find the right words to say. Even if i do, they wouldn't care, yes? They might say...
''People's change''
or
''Let it be. You''ll get it over soon''
or
''I don't wanna talk about this''
or
worst
''Your not my family''
or
''Let it be. You''ll get it over soon''
or
''I don't wanna talk about this''
or
worst
''Your not my family''
*sigh* All i want is for them to at least come to me & talk to me like the old days. Strengthing the bond between us. Make it even stronger. That's just what i really want from all of you =) I guess it just pointless to say even further, as if you care, yes?
''Someday you may forget who i am. What i am to you. But i want you to remember this, I will always cherish the memories the we share together during our lifetime for the memories will always be lock here.. in this heart of mine''
