Now i realise how much i envy those people who achieve something that they work so hard for. People jumping up & down getting good grades. Earn so much money which eventually manage to solve their problems. People who already found their happiness. wow. I wonder how it feels to achieve something *sigh*
Seeing them somehow makes me happy but at the same time hating them... in a way. aha. What the heck am i talking about anyway? I'm not making any sense at all. HAHA. Idiotic am i? but yeah that's how i ACTUALLY feel towards you people *point*
I know you're thinking
''That's what you get for not really paying attention on your study'' well, you're WRONG! HAH! I did pay attention. I did all my work but it just that it didn't go my way. Get it? x) I thought this so called curse of mine is finally lifted when i found my through but guess what? YES! YOU'RE RIGHT! IT IS STILL IN ME! for that you have won a great dose of greeeen pills! Yay!
I'm still searching for an answer & if i manage to find one, i doubt it will go my way.. wheee. Tehehehe.