11.42 Malam.

I'm blogging here (: I hope you don't mind.
Less than 20 minute from now, its a new year.
Its the first. you know what date that is (:
Sigh. I love you, and i'm sorry i can't make you happy up until the time that you wanted.
Yeah, that time. Marriage? neh. Just that particular time.

We've been the best this year and I admit I've done alot of wrong doings.
I'm sorry I can't change.. I love you ('x
Now the story of us is closing but it'll remain in our hearts forever, right?
17 minutes left. I don't know what to say.
Its hard to let go.. I know ('x because you always gave me chances.
Chances that I never learned to appreciate so much.
I'm sorry oh? I want to see you smiling and happy again.
Just once.. I can't stand looking at you that way. It hurts.

I LOVE YOU HAFIZ ('x We'll cherish our memories of 2007 together.

*hugs* (:

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Lets just leave that way,shall we? (x

Its 9am. I just woke up from my sleep *yawn* its kinda silent outside,suppose to be by now,i hear people screaming,laughing & stuff. Hmm wonder what happend. Oh well i'll check outside later. For now i wanna lay down on my bed a lil bit longer x) wat? i know i know. i should just get up frm n have a shower. i just need a lil bit of time for this 19 yr old body to rest on this comfortable bed of mine. Oh not to forget Pilo xD haha. Bhbh lay down ku dulu.

I wonder what she up to ey? x)

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The best memory. I'm locking you and our memories together. I love you, tc. mwa.

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Its 3am.
Again.. I cought myself thinking of the moments spent with you. Im lil lonely but being far from you gives me a beatiful chances to realize how much you mean to me & how much i miss your company. All those moments that we created will always i cherish,here in this heart of mine. I'll lock it & throws away the key (':

i love you, always..

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Its 23:37pm.

The memories we had together was a moment to cherish. You were the best damn thing in my life and now i have to go. I love you, always. Hee. Remember how we first met? That was back in April i guess. Its December sudah, batah sudah oh? x)

We made One Zero Eight our day, the day i thought i want to make you happy. It brought us up to a 4months relationship. And im thankful for the great memories you gave me.

Dreams are left to be dreamt about. I love you, always. -out. x') - elle was here

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28th December.. I cant sleep. Missing her x') things are not wat it used to be anymore. Hee. I already lost my sense of wat is right & wat is wrong.. Am i losing my way? Sigh..

Currently,im listening Almost easy by Avenged Sevenfold & i like the part where he said that he's losing the fight but he is trying to hold on but the girl that he's in love with is fading away, ring a bell? x')

Holding your hands at the beach while watching the sunset together sigh.. I guess this dream of mine is just another dream afterall x')

i love you,Ella

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Today was the last day for panat cousin to enjoying panat-ing with the rest of us cause tomorrow is his marriage ceramony x)

Us,the P.C.A ur cousin will totally miss your jokes,your panat way of showing us ur panat attitude toward us. For that we THANK YOU we might not show it to you but hey we feel like we just lost a great panat mentor & it made tears pouring down on our face x')

Tonight,just few hours ago you made us enjoy ourselves. Laugh at ur jokes. Heck,you made us crazy dude! Aha. Its been ages since we were panat-ing ourselves,yes? Once again.. Thank you,cousin.

May you have a succesful life towards ur step as a husband

Labels: full stop, joy, panat

12.30am & its 26th of December. 5 more days till the end of my December.. sigh.. I have got to admit it. i miss her (':

22nd December marks the end of our journey together. 4 months being together.. Tho it just short but during those time we made plenty of joyful memories together. You change my life & for that i thank you.. i'll cherish all of our WinterAutumn's moments.. Thank you.. i love you, always. Love and Hugs..

Here's a quote for my Autumn..

'someday i'll be siting in a rokin chair remembering the past when i was still young..

& when my grandchildren come & asked for a story..

i'll begin with..

Once upon a time..

There was you in my life (':

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