Its 12 midnight.

Seven more hours till the lower six students will start their first day of school. Congratulations to those who get their shot for the A lvl course btw (: ah yes, jealous much. I dream.. I dream that i'll be in sixth form this year & escape from this humilating enviroment of mine but then again, i guess God decided not to end it just yet huh? (:

I just can imagined how sixth form enviroment would be with us, PCA, around. Us, sitting all together like old times at the canteen. Laughing, panat-ing, annoyed each other with individual jokes. Heh. sigh. I guess that would never happend ney? It WILL happend but without me in it (':

Sometimes i even wonder to myself, why i never always achvied my dreams? Why i always being the one who got left out? Why am i always being the one who is always being the stupidest among all of them after all of those hard work that i've done? WHY AM I SUCH A FUCKING FAILURE IN ALL THINGS?! (': sigh..

All of this.. Despite all of this.. I may still be here in the dark but someday.. someday.. i'll find the light & that light will be my escape (':

I'm sorry readers, moment of depression there. Dont mind me. I just wanna let things out. Hee. Goodnight. Kapish for now.

Labels: depress, Random