I've given up on giving up slowly, i'm blending in so you won't even know me apart from this whole world that share my fate.

This one bullet you mention is one last shot for my redemption because i know to live you must give your life away.

And i've been housing all this doubt & insecurity & i've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key.

And i've been dying to get out & that might the death of me. Eventhough there's no way im knowing where to go.

Promise i'm going because i gotta get outta here & i'm begging you, i'm begging you..

I'm begging you to be my escape.

I'm giving up on doing this alone now cause i've failed & i'm ready to shown how. She told me the way & i'm trying to get there.

And this life sentence that i'm serving. I admit i'm every bit deserving but the beauty grace is that makes life not fair.

I am a hostage to my own humanity. Self detained & forced to live in this mess that i've made.

All I'm asking is for you to do what you can with me but i can't ask you to give what you already give.

I've stuck inside this hut that i fell into mistake. I've gotta get outta here & i'm begging you, i'm begging you..

I'm begging you to be my escape x)

kapissh readers. Oh & WinterThird, Aten, nyaha you owe me something. Wuu. See you at the rugby match baby. If i'm able that is. Bubyee.

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