Its 3 in the morning. I just finished watching the whole Heroes season 1 episode. Damn it took me hours to finish them. I wonder if Peter's mother have the ability to read the future.. Hmm..

Anyway bck to the present, as i said earlier it took me hours for me to finish watching them. I couldnt sleep soon after that & now here i am laying on my bed,thinking about what's life ahead of me in the near future. Will i get enough 'O's for me to attend the form six center? Will i make my families proud? Wat if.. Wat if.. I couldnt get enough 'O's? Wat would i do? Wat will others think of me? Espcially to those who are close to me? Wat will become of me? .. Sigh.. I know, education isnt everything,there's way for us to gain a better life without it. You can just join the army, join the police,do business n stuff,yes? BUT nowadays, ppl here, doesnt judges us by our jobs. They look through our education. The better our education is,the better way how their eyes look through us.

You see,thats wat im afraid of. When that happend ppl would just look at me and say 'look at you,you are stupid,pathetic. Your sister are way more better than you' sigh.. Will someone be there for me when it happends? (': who knows..

Ayt,i'll stop here. Its nearly 4. I must make my self fall asleep or else i couldnt hear the end of it. Espcially from c Ella xp nyehehe.

Goodnight people or should i say goodmorning? Hmm.. Oh wat the heck. Sweet dreams. Kapissh *culik tweey* ehe.

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